i am brain dead. i was sick for the past one week up till now. i was on mc for three days followed by a two day off. work has been sucky. n do i need to say that im still having flu n forever coughing like mad.

previously, qatar flt was on ground for three bloody days. i have to help transfer 200 over pax to other airlines. i was realli having a bad headache on that day n i felt like passing out. luckily i didnt.

then on a different day, i came across this suicidal maid who was suppose to fly last sat. but till now i think shes still in singapore. she was on transit from doha n she was afraid to go anywhere. afraid to board the aircraft. she thought we gna send her back to doha. i was told that her boss abused her very badly at doha till she became screwloose. when shes on the flt from doha on the way to singapore, she tried to jump off the aircraft from the emergency exit door. then when we want to send back her to jakarta since shes onli on transit, captain wants her to b offloaded from the aircraft as he doesnt want to take any responsibility off her as she stubbornly chose to sit on the floor in the aircraft rather than enjoying the cosyness of the chair.

next day, i still did gate qatar again n dis maid was taken as one of the joining pax. but during this time, she tried to kill herself by falling down the escalator from the top headfirst. according to my colleague who happens to be escorting her n was present during the fall, the impact of the fall looked really bad. but she didnt even whimper after the dramatic fall. instead, she sat one corner, hands folding across her legs with her scarfhead hiding her face. maybe shes used to far worst treament back in doha, thats y the fall does not leave any impact on her. n got one particular time when the airline rep tried to make a joke abt her, she smiled. n when she smiled, i swear she looked like shes in her right mind. i think shes not that crazy. shes just wants attention from ppl ard.

n then tdy, i was doing gate sriwijaya when i got to noe that the flt was delayed for 1hour. central was aware abt this, but still insists me on doing the flt n then still wants me to do gate qatar. i was very bloody pissed. what wif my pax on sriwijaya who lost his passport, with the refuelling reaching very late. with me having to liase with aircraft supervisor to offload this pax bag. its very messy. n i got to noe that there were two senior staff who can take over my qatar gate. but central still wants me to do it. dont they noe that its gna be fucking rushing for me??!!! when i reached central after sriwijaya to get ready my things to gate qatar, ppl ard me were talking to me. but i was practically ignoring everybody. i felt really good after giving them the cold shoulder.

when i reached qatar ctr before going to gate, these two ppl i mentioned previously were happily shaking legs when i have alot of things in mind pertaining to work. i noe its not their fault as they are not aware of it cos central didnt inform them aniting, but its just very sucky that i have to do everything. if this kinda thing gna go on forever, i think im gna end up being like the suicidal maid. only alot more prettier. haha. ok wateva la sadiqah.

at the end of the day, i was brain dead. so i decided to skip school n met gf. she realli made me feel a whole lot better. thanks love.


if i could handle the previous, surely i could handle this too. dear god, pls gve me strength.