i am brain dead. i was sick for the past one week up till now. i was on mc for three days followed by a two day off. work has been sucky. n do i need to say that im still having flu n forever coughing like mad.

previously, qatar flt was on ground for three bloody days. i have to help transfer 200 over pax to other airlines. i was realli having a bad headache on that day n i felt like passing out. luckily i didnt.

then on a different day, i came across this suicidal maid who was suppose to fly last sat. but till now i think shes still in singapore. she was on transit from doha n she was afraid to go anywhere. afraid to board the aircraft. she thought we gna send her back to doha. i was told that her boss abused her very badly at doha till she became screwloose. when shes on the flt from doha on the way to singapore, she tried to jump off the aircraft from the emergency exit door. then when we want to send back her to jakarta since shes onli on transit, captain wants her to b offloaded from the aircraft as he doesnt want to take any responsibility off her as she stubbornly chose to sit on the floor in the aircraft rather than enjoying the cosyness of the chair.

next day, i still did gate qatar again n dis maid was taken as one of the joining pax. but during this time, she tried to kill herself by falling down the escalator from the top headfirst. according to my colleague who happens to be escorting her n was present during the fall, the impact of the fall looked really bad. but she didnt even whimper after the dramatic fall. instead, she sat one corner, hands folding across her legs with her scarfhead hiding her face. maybe shes used to far worst treament back in doha, thats y the fall does not leave any impact on her. n got one particular time when the airline rep tried to make a joke abt her, she smiled. n when she smiled, i swear she looked like shes in her right mind. i think shes not that crazy. shes just wants attention from ppl ard.

n then tdy, i was doing gate sriwijaya when i got to noe that the flt was delayed for 1hour. central was aware abt this, but still insists me on doing the flt n then still wants me to do gate qatar. i was very bloody pissed. what wif my pax on sriwijaya who lost his passport, with the refuelling reaching very late. with me having to liase with aircraft supervisor to offload this pax bag. its very messy. n i got to noe that there were two senior staff who can take over my qatar gate. but central still wants me to do it. dont they noe that its gna be fucking rushing for me??!!! when i reached central after sriwijaya to get ready my things to gate qatar, ppl ard me were talking to me. but i was practically ignoring everybody. i felt really good after giving them the cold shoulder.

when i reached qatar ctr before going to gate, these two ppl i mentioned previously were happily shaking legs when i have alot of things in mind pertaining to work. i noe its not their fault as they are not aware of it cos central didnt inform them aniting, but its just very sucky that i have to do everything. if this kinda thing gna go on forever, i think im gna end up being like the suicidal maid. only alot more prettier. haha. ok wateva la sadiqah.

at the end of the day, i was brain dead. so i decided to skip school n met gf. she realli made me feel a whole lot better. thanks love.


if i could handle the previous, surely i could handle this too. dear god, pls gve me strength.

(hip hip hurray! i PASSED my TP with 10pts! now i can legally drive the car!! cant wait! woohoo!)

that was what i tot before driving his car.

yest aft getting my QDL, i decided to drive bf's car to kallang leisurepark. he suggests us to watch movie n insisted on watching "confessions of a shopaholic" with me, but ended looking very sleepy in the movie.

after watching, it was already 930pm. i drove back home. on my way out of kallang, i was stopped by a traffic police! hahahah!!!!! he finds me suspicious n tot that i was driving w/o licence. i must look like a sucker when driving. bleargh.
but wat the hell. that was considered my first day after being qualified with a licence okay! gimme a break.

oh ya. i forgot to mention that i almost hit a car on daylight yest,all thanks to him for making me so kancheong. n i almost hit a bike too at night. this was my fault as i wasnt vigilant whn driving at night. what with all the suncover around his car. n with him practically shouting at me when i was very panicky n frustrated at the same time. n yest was my very first time driving at expressway. so im not used to the tension as u have to follow with other road users' fast pace. he was nagging at me, saying that i cannot drive like this, cannot that.. bla bla bla... he was such a pain in the ass. one word: nuisance. it was really annoying ok. u noe im not good with directions n u noe that im still adapting on driving a car, dont expect too much from me! i noe im not a good driver n i noe i still have my weak points. but stop pushing me n stop pressurising me! stop breathing on my neck! many many thanks to u for spoiling my day.

now im starting to think twice to drive a car. but i noe i still have to.

ohmygawd. one day left! one day left!

<25mar09> 1833hrs: tak mau marah marah lah. take care when going out. i will pick u up later. i wan to c u smile.

sapppppp!!!

give me some time alone. please. i need air to breathe.

*sighs* finally i got to go online. went to gf's crib with darling ina few days back. tot of karaoke-ing. but got to noe last minute that gf's bro hid the mike somewhere. haha! so we watched dvd. n surprisingly, gf cooked curry chicken for us! wahlaowey! she sure noes how to cook the potatoes n chicken really well. like the saying goes,"if yan can cook,so can you!"

then,yan asked us to make her up. tak habis2 bdk tu. nk berdandan aje! ina dolled her up first while i was busy watching the dvd. then came my turn. poor izyan have to rub off her makeup for the umpteenth time. hehe. this were some updated pics.
done by me. yea i noe. could have done better. basically there's no other color for me to play ard with.

yup. thats the curry chicken.

i really had fun w girfies. we MUST(!) hang out again okay! saaayyyy... this weekend?? us three n ayu. hmmm. have to ask ayu. nta die jadi g batam ke tak on that day.

this is what i had for lunch today. it doesnt look that appealing,i noe. but it does tastes SEDAPPP! its yam,sweetcorn,and mango ice-cream, topped with choco cornflakes and "CRUNCH" chocolates chunks.

p.s. where is the love?

ok. yest was suppose to b a stay-at-home day. but i ended up miting my guy in the evening to watch him play soccer. while we were on our way there, i already felt nauseous. n i was an outcast as usual. it sucks.

but as time pass by, i started to feel comfortable in my own skin. i had a good time watching those guys playing soccer. it was very funny,the way they played. n syg was super duper cute n adorable! *melts* u should have seen how he protect the ball; like a hen protecting its egg. haha! n there is this one time which he walked like a penguin while playing. hahaha! n that was the first time i actuali see him play soccer. bleargh.

then we went makan at bedok corner. oh ya. shariq was there. n there were awkwardness btwn us, but who cares. i reached home almost to ten. then i was on the phone with gf. we talked alot down the memory lane. it was bittersweet. n i realli mean it whn i say i wna go overseas w u!

p.s. he likes to run the show. i am just the opposite.

time check: 3 more chops, 9 more lessons, n 16more days to TP!

so exams are over. for now. i think i did ok. i dunoe if i could get an A or not. cos there is a 10marks qn which i seriusly cannot do. BOO!

gf is getting happier n happier. n i feel jubilant for her. YAY!! i dunoe y but suddenly i feel like gg overseas w her. like amsterdam or somewhere there. n i am serious. if onli i have no curfews. *jeer*

oh i am so into u.

so what if she's ur cousin?! so what if uguys treat each other like siblings?! u shouldnt have hug her back even if she's mourning n hugging u!! my point is, its HARAM for cousins to hug each other! n u said its ok??! how do u think i would feel??? URGHH!!!!!! when it comes to me,sume tak leh. sume salah. bile pat kau, sume boleh. it really frustrates me! u drive me NUTS! I HATE YOU!!!

yest after work,boyfren and me went kallang leisurepark. we played bowling,ate pasta,then watch movie. i had to tell u that i suck playing bowling. hahaha!! but i did had fun with him. we watched "watchmen". if its not draggy n confusing,it would b a very good movie to watch;which frustrates me.

ok time check. ive got four more chops,ten more lessons,n 23more days to my TRAFFIC POLICE! im starting to get nervous here. oh n i got 6more days to my exams. n i havent even started revising. so much for wanting to achieve an "A". pfft. ok i think i better start revising now. n i mean NOW!

what i like most in a relationship

• i like it when people stopped talking abt him and minding their own business.
• i like it when his world stops whenever he sees me.
• i like it when he kisses my forehead and say,"i love u".
• i like it when he feels ecstatic when im around him.
• i like the way he looks me deeply into the eyes.
• i like when he finds me the most beautiful person in the world.
• i like the way he holds my hands,as if he would lose me if he let go.
• i like the way he caressed me.
• i like the way he laughs at my stupid jokes.
• i just like the way he is and feel very grateful that he's always there for me.
• i like it when he calls me late at night just to hear my voice before he goes to sleep.
• i like the fact that his life would be incomplete w/o my love for him.
• i like the fact that im in love with someone so wonderful,who in return,is unconditionally in love with me.

yest movie with gf was good. too bad ina cnt join us. "rabak sakk ina. u didnt tel me urself that u cudnt make it. bodoh betol. hmpf!" i had fun with gf. we ate after the show n talked abt our ite times. saapppppp. kakak2 kawin pe. hahaha!

i soo cant wait for tmrw! am going to catch a movie wif my darling gfs!!! and and and... i cant wait to pass my TP! its roughly one month from now. i noe it's still too early. but im getting nervous day by day.. omg. i seriusly need to start revising for my exams. pls oh pls let me get an 'A' dis time round. i have to study hard. urgh.

so this is the pouch ive been waiting for.. the colour is kinda boring... but check out whats inside!

from left: facial cleansing gel, body emulsion, refresher mist (all 3 are from AIGNER!), an earplug, a toothbrush&toothpaste, and a $0.40 hairbrush which i didnt include in the image cos it looks sooo unglamorous...


i seriusly like the fragrance. it smells.... expensive! hehoheho..

btw i had a bad day yesterday. i was 15mins late to work n kak siti,the one who sits 24/7 at the control room,who never scolds me before for anything,gave me a look... she never did that before okay. like i noe im late n im sorry. but dont have to look at me like that. hmpf.

n then my day got worst after this MR.HASAN(station manager of qatar airways) came in to my qatar flight. things went haywire when my transit pax voluntarily offloaded himself. i noe uguys might not understand what im saying cos its my job,but watever it is.. the bottom line is, this stupid pax is just making extra work for me. n no passenger is allowed to offload themselves suke hati mak bpk dorg! i had to print out the pax record for the captain to sign,cos w/o the print-out,the flight wont go. thats how impt the print-out is. n for me to have that print-out, i have to open back the flight since it has already been finalised.

i didnt noe that my controller can open up the flight back so i just inform this loadsheet(the one who take cares of the weight n balance of the aircraft) to open up the flight. i couldnt do it myself cos my code is nt strong to open the flt back. unfortunately,she has not reached the gate holding room. we were waiting for her for abt 20mins i think n this hasan is practically screaming out his lungs to everyone. he seriusly looks like a madman on the loose when he did that. n he was blaming CIAS the company im working for,that we didnt noe how to handle the job.. like wtf??! n he let the whole world noe by calling my manager, n i think the CEO of cias,watever the person's post is.. n the flt isnt delayed at all!!! scheduled time is 1635 n he wants to go at 1620! n it just happens yest that it went off at 1632.. n he was making a big hoohah abt it. fcuk him. there isnt even a one minute delay u son of a bitch!

*sigh* after work, i went to mit my syg. he brought me to his fren's eating place at yishun. i ate nasi ayam goreng penyet. it was super duper nice!! the chicken is so crispy n tasty n i dunoe what kinda mixture they put for the chicken flour. n the sambal was super spicy but very yummy at the same time.

i seriusly think uguys should try it.. i think the shop's name is "WARONG PENYET SUPER" n its at yishun near chong pang street.

after eating i wanted him to teach me how to park a car. we went to his multi-storey carpark for me to practice there. he was scolding me like a 5-yr old n that really pissed me off. another moron for making my day. after ive finished practising with him,he suddenly went all mushy with me. like wth?! who do u think i am? must i always cope up with ur mood channels? i am not ur personal punching bag ok! even if ure my boyfriend,u cant take me for granted!!

btw this pics below is a bdae gift i bought for my darling,yet irritating sis. her bday was on jan 31st. i noe its late to post this,but i thought i would like to share with uguys.

a box of sorini chocs at cocoa trees.

and a bracelet which i bought at diva.

she realli love my gift! yay! ok i have a practical driving lesson later in the evening n a class to attend after that. n i want to continue watching "laws of attraction". n if possible,i plan to revise back all the formulas my lecturer thought us at clas.. im realli famished now. omg! there's alot of undone things that needs to be done today. ok bye!

me <0759hr>: byebye camy! byebye eileen! let me know once u two reached singapore in 20days time. dont forget me ok u two. take care. (:

eileen <0801hr>: ok~thank u so much... i will miss u... muh! byebye (:

awww....isnt she just adorable???

aniway here are some pictures of my gift from sweetlove on my bday last year on 121208:

personally i prefer the card than the wallet.. heh..

this cushion is my anni gift from him.. hehe

and this is the anni gift which i bought for him.. and he tot it was $100 over. hahahahaha!!!!

oh ya... i just remember that prem,my qatar rep,promise me to pass me a first class pouch today... he better bring it ok! ive been waiting for the past few days.. k im off to work now..

EILEEN,ME(ignore my stupid face,plus i like my hair HAHA!),CAMY

ok.... i just got to noe that these two darlings are going back to china TOMORROW for TWENTY DAYS!!!! i am sooo gonna miss them... especially my darling eileen... boohoo! i'll onli get to c them on 27th mar at work,which i myself am not sure if im working on that day or not.. so that's when i took a chance to take some pics wif them in the "ungodly" place.. uguys better dont forget me ok! take care sweets.... u have been missed

P.S: doncha think eileen is cute n super sweet??! she is my personal 'walking doraemon'.. i adore her... ok,i sound like a lesbo,but what the hell...*pinch her face*

ok.... so ive just created my blog. haha!! kental or what?! hmmm.... today is a boring day...no plans to go out.. n its raining heavily outside... oh ya... yesterday after work when i was on my way to school,i got drenched!! half of my pants was soaked wif sandy water.... EEEWW!!! n just as i was planning to go to school,with my blue file on my left arm,gf coled me n asked if i wna catch a movie-'he's just not that into u'...

but atlast we decided to just survey my dearest bf's advance bday gift since the next available timeslot that we wna watch is at 9++pm... so when i was already in the cabin,i noticed that it stopped raining n i could see the sun clearly.. bloody idiot or what???!ppl were staring at my soaked pants wondering how the hell it got so wet... that's DOUBLE the idiot!

so we went to bugis junction searching for his gift.. at first i tot of buying him a belt,a bag,or a jacket. but i end up buying him a black billabong wallet which costs about 70bucks..i realli hope he would like it... btw many many thanks to gf for accompanying me. i love u to bits.. MWAHHS!