The Weird and Twisted Mind of a Crazy Jackass
It's once said that words can makes a difference and change everything if you think about it. There is one word that if you think it through that doesn't agree to it.
If everything were to go well between us, it would never be as how it is. If it wasn't the past, the future won't be as it is for me and you. You said "you are my everything." but if one day, I left this world, would that still be true?. If you did meant what you'd say in the past "going through thick and thin together" things would be better for me and you. You said "if only you were there for me."and I replied silently "would you do the same for me too?". If everything goes as how you want it to, then there is no point and/or meaning for me being there for you and with you.
What if things weren't as how it is now? that's something neither of us can conclude. If I recalled correctly, you said I was your sunshine but what happens when that sunshine left you for a moment and the moon is the one to accompany you?. You said it's all my fault, come to think about it, it wont be if it wasn't for you. The happiness, the sadness and others, is it worth me doing it if it's not for you. You asked "how am I suppose to go on a day without you?" guess what, if that's what you asked, now you have the answer to it too.
Now it's me that wasn't there for you like how you always said it so true, if you spare a thought and not think about only you, you will come to realized that I've always been there and doing it for you. There have been so many things we've overcome together in the past, something that can only happen when we were together if it ever crossed to your mind. Have you thought about all these before, everything would turn differently if only you knew. Anyways, with all that said and if you think about it, I'm glad that I'm through with you.
Who?
You are the source of my everything. No matter what was planned, the outcome will still be by you. You made me think about everything. The past wasn't how it is if it's not because of you. Yeah I have to admit, at times I regretted what I did in the past as not only does it hurts me but it hurts you too.
Everyday, I pray that what ever happens in the past won't repeat itself again for the sake of you. No matter what the future holds, it will still have you for the past paved the way for the future. Needless to say, you have always been in my heart. I may have drifted away at times by whats' around me but never have I pushed you aside. Those feelings I experienced, I know it's real and it's true. Never have you fail to make me smile and frown too.
Not only have I made mistakes along the way, but I did have good and great memories thanks to you. Sometimes I asked myself "what would my life be without you?" What ever the future holds I will always dedicate it to you. You always gave me strength when I needed it the most.
The future will reveal itself I know i will and I have never doubted you. Every time the sun rises in the morning, I'm happy to know that I get to live another day because of you. There is no point for me to keep thinking about the wrong doings I did in the past but for to keep moving forward and try to make every second count for you. Hear me out, I will always be grateful and thankful towards you this I say is true till death put me through.
If there's anything I would ask for, that would be for you to continue lead me through. I know one day I will leave this world but that will never be the end of us I'm sure, this I promise you.
Everyday, I pray that what ever happens in the past won't repeat itself again for the sake of you. No matter what the future holds, it will still have you for the past paved the way for the future. Needless to say, you have always been in my heart. I may have drifted away at times by whats' around me but never have I pushed you aside. Those feelings I experienced, I know it's real and it's true. Never have you fail to make me smile and frown too.
Not only have I made mistakes along the way, but I did have good and great memories thanks to you. Sometimes I asked myself "what would my life be without you?" What ever the future holds I will always dedicate it to you. You always gave me strength when I needed it the most.
The future will reveal itself I know i will and I have never doubted you. Every time the sun rises in the morning, I'm happy to know that I get to live another day because of you. There is no point for me to keep thinking about the wrong doings I did in the past but for to keep moving forward and try to make every second count for you. Hear me out, I will always be grateful and thankful towards you this I say is true till death put me through.
If there's anything I would ask for, that would be for you to continue lead me through. I know one day I will leave this world but that will never be the end of us I'm sure, this I promise you.
